Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Inner-thoughts
I took 4 serious months to consider.
And I have said yes.
Suddenly, whole loads of preparation started to pour in and I feel small
Thank goodness there's a pillar of strength to support and give assurance to me.
I don't know if I skipped the beauty of youth
Or have I just fast-forward to what we call happiness?
It's gonna be a huge decision. Can't deny financial resources is one of the main obstacles. Hope what we have planned out for is worth it.
My emotions are a correlation of what my love ones are feeling. On one hand, i'm feeling blissed. On the other, I just feel pain when my sis felt sad and alone in oxford. If time and money aint stopping me, I will fly over, hug her and cook her a meal. If technology permits,I hope that I can sink my hand into the laptop screen and hold her hand tight.
Just want everyone to be happy :) It is a perspective that is controlled by you.
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fangrui .|. 11:25 PM